h elp

I was just taking a shower yesterday and something that
something that smelled like copper was in the water.
I didnt know until it was too late, but it crawled in through my pores and I
I could feel it making it's way into my body
and yet I did
I did nothing.
Clear camouflage, betrayed
Betrayed only by that scent, it sees
It sees through my eyes maybe 
but I doubt it smells.
You can always feel
Feel it moving.
It either feeds off me or I feed off it.
Sometimes it gets too close
Too close to the skin.
I wear big collars now.
Impaired more like unfair-ed.
Sometimes I just wish
I just wish I could still walk.
And now I can
I can barely crawl.